BACK TO INSULAR

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logging a third day of unplanned inactivity makes things pretty black and white in my world. something is wrong and it means that i'm going to have to admit to a realization i've tried to ignore over the last couple days and possibly longer. unfortunately my definition of "available time" has recently been softened and skewed. in the past, the time of day, day of week, amount of sleep, proximity or quality of fuel intake and any other factor, other than overtraining (and sometimes not even that) wouldn't have kept me from getting what i considered to be an appropriate level of work completed. recently i've found myself making excuses here and there as to why it's ok that inactivity is prevalent and stagnation dominant. in the end what i've determined is that in life it appears as though sacrifices, consistency, and inconvenience go hand in hand with action, progress, and success. convenience will never be handed over with a smile, gift wrapped in a small box and tailored to our lives. even worse is that it's not likely something we can even earn. insular gym was founded on and inspired by inconvenience, spontaneity, and experiementation. not a prepackaged show up and "follow for best results" approach. for me, it simply doesn't fit and for some reason i had forgotten all of that. so, it's back to reality and as in the past, like it or not, time must be taken and sacrifices made if the addiction to progress is to be satisfied.

alone... relentless... driven from within...
i won't forget it again.
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